Alathian this and that . . .

Oh I don't know how much longer I can take this. Waiting for the results of Tuesday's auditions is torture as I am part of the instant gratification generation. I am satisfied with how I did, but was it good enough? I want this a lot. I want what God wants though. I just wish I knew what God wanted. All the same, I am also currently in the process of applying to the Wilds camp and Trinity youth camp, neither of which I've ever actually been to. But anyways, John said we should know before Thanksgiving. I sure hope so. I think pretty much all the altos that tried out were good. I especially think that Adrienne was good, and so were, Tiffany, Jodi Rillo, Suzette(sp.?) and Claire Shultz. However, Claire is also trying out for Piano and so far no one else is, so she'll probably get that. This is so nerve racking. But anyways, life will go one whether I am an Alathian or not. I know that whatever God has for is the best plan for my life so why fight it?